Category: Storytime
Rambling About Mental Health
Reading about the Udub Transwoman who was killed and how the suspect turned themselves in. It was said the suspect had a history of “crises”. I did a search as to what “crises” means in a crime perspective which lead me to Reddit udub feed where they were talking about it. Said the suspect had a history of aggression towards women. Didn’t single out trans the spectrum was broad. It is easy for me toLearn More
Love Who You Are
When I was younger a cosmetic dentist said I should be a face model due to my bone structure. My dad refused. I had low self esteem. At home I was told I was ugly and usually the ugly child gets pretty when they are older by a parent. Home and school I was constantly bullied. Told I had a face for radio at school, which my dad thought it was hilarious. I should connectLearn More
Homestead Home Bar
Having a home bar is something we have always loved. We used to invite others over to enjoy our bar with us and they would drink all our alcohol and then talk bad about us to others. (Some you can go all out for in secret to find afterwards they have nothing good to say about you. Very disappointing.) We did enjoy going to bars when we lived around Las Vegas. They had the bestLearn More
Mind dump about the Evolution of Self after a discussion I had
I believe we are always creating ourselves. I personally will never align with the religious crowd. They talk allot and don’t hear themselves. To hold an expectation for approval is fruitless. My experiences in life have proven me differently. I experienced people and could never find a fit. Even with their beliefs vs actions it didn’t align with my spirit or raising. Even with my raising I had to find my own way for theLearn More
Check Out Our Store
We have a store with all of our clip inventory. Everything you see on paid and free sites you can find in our store. I don’t do custom videos. I really don’t get into it. Sometimes people ask for a custom request then refuse to pay for it. In the energy climate of manipulation and abuse I don’t want to see that which I love being used bad. I cannot prevent everyone from being toxic,Learn More
What Adult Content Has Done For Me
Made this today for checking into my SFW video websites. I really do like working with digital media and every new project teaches me something. What I learned in creating adult content is how hard I can be on myself. Not everyone shares the same perspectives and interests. Adult content helped me look into the mirror and love the version of myself I am creating. It has also helped me detach and distance from toxicLearn More
Pronouns on the Homestead
In our home pronoun wise we use what ever we feel to each other. Publicly we use chosen pronouns encouraging respect. There is a difference when you love and trust someone to respect you and among others who are jerks and don’t deserve trust. Publicly I respect my offspring’s pronouns and use their chosen pronouns. Privately we could care less. We just like being around each-other and know each-other enough to relax. There is aLearn More
Commented about being an Alcoholic
Awhile back I had a couple people out of nowhere in my comments of a video telling me I am an alcoholic and how I buy allot of alcohol. I got upset at that time because I was going through stuff. Now I look back and question how closely am I being watched? I do like to drink alcohol and it is something I refuse to give up. People have their own opinions, lifestyle, choices,Learn More
Conversations about Adam, Eve and Theory
We have fun complex conversations around the homestead many might not understand or enjoy. This morning we are pruning heavily a rose bush so I can paint the porch. Son is wanting to clone a rose branch for another garden. He asked if he could use an old wine jug for rooting it and I said yeah, looks like the water in it won’t turn to wine any time soon. (I store extra water inLearn More
Pay Up or Shut Up
Unless you are a subscriber or have subscribed I no longer respond to emails. I have had some not want to comment on my content or subscribe just wanting to talk to me in the email. If you do not want to subscribe, you can talk to me on Loyalfans for .50 a message. My inbox, Dm without payment, or email is not the place I entertain. If you comment and like my content youLearn More