Category: Self Care
Intentional Mood
I created a group on Facebook for my new religion Cannacostal. I really don’t desire religion and all the toxic. I want to detach from all of it completely. I’m no longer willing to think too hard on belief and religion. I’m just going to be more concerned with living life. I don’t need to have all the answers. There is so much mental health issues and cult mentality going on right now. I haveLearn More
Intention
I have decided to not be apart of Satanism in any way. I found something that didn’t align with my values. As with all religions or beliefs, I glean and put the book down. We have a collection of mythology, religion, culture and belief subjects in our home library. If it is banned, offensive or useful we add it to our shelves. Things sound appealing and most everything is double minded when dissected. We aren’tLearn More
Chubby
I am spending allot of time reading lately. Right now I am reading books by The Church Of Satan because I want to be a member. When I share the fetishes on my profiles, it isn’t to kink shame unless that is your kink ( I believe in consent and not being a jerk). It is to see who else is interested in the fetish. Kinks are good if done with consent and not harmingLearn More
Creating Art In The Invisible
Doing Femdom has got me thinking and smirking inside about when I was a younger good girl doing everything that should’ve been approved of and only found condemnation and criticism. I was told how bad of a mother I was and how bad of a wife I was by others. I would cry and search books to figure out what was so wrong with me. I was repeatedly exorcised for demons and that was allLearn More
Satanism I Agree With
I was a home school parent as I said before and researched many areas of interest. From Depression Era frugal due to being broke, psychology to figure out how to coexist with a mental ill neighborhood, to religion to figure out what we were doing so wrong in our life due to condemners. I have recently decided to lean more Levay Satanism due to agreeing with his boundaries. I have stopped having any opinion onLearn More
Repurposed
Today while walking to the flocks, I took the long way to look for what is starting to grow and forage. I tripped and fell down when a branch hooked my foot hidden in the grass. I looked for it and pulled it up to take it to the wood pile. I decided to use it as a walking stick for the rest of the walk and started liking its bend and a bead curtainLearn More
420 Sales Are Starting! Plus Ponderings
It is that time of year! $420 sales are beginning! I love this time of year and Christmas when there are so many promotions happening. This will be a long post since I also want to talk about what I am personally going through a bit. I want to show you my collection as well. It is kind of unnerving to show everyone with all the legal stuff going on with Cannabis due to greedLearn More
Canna in the kitchen
I planted some cannabis seeds and grew some plants using ILGM seed. I decided to make some feco after the harvest. After making feco I made infused salt and sugar. I did not label either one. Today I decided to put up the salt and sugar after not stirring it much. The salt was easy but the sugar I had to break apart. Afterwards I licked the spoons to tell the difference between the 2Learn More
Time Blocking
Had the stomach flu over the weekend. By Sunday we were feeling better. I used herbs to get rid of it. Sunday we went on a small hike on our acreage and I found sticks to whittle into a walking cane. I have been on occasion losing my balance on unlevel ground and an old injury has been making my leg go out. I need to hike back to the tree later and bringLearn More
Don’t Want To Entertain Delusion
One thing I can no longer do is people please or tolerate certain types of personalities. There are many in cults and much mental illness traits right now. I myself have been putting my attention on spirituality and energy. I realize there is a power struggle and battle of wills going on right now which my family has chose to distance from. We only stated our position on opposing all Unconstitutional Wars to distance ourselves,Learn More