Don’t Want To Entertain Delusion
One thing I can no longer do is people please or tolerate certain types of personalities. There are many in cults and much mental illness traits right now. I myself have been putting my attention on spirituality and energy. I realize there is a power struggle and battle of wills going on right now which my family has chose to distance from. We only stated our position on opposing all Unconstitutional Wars to distance ourselves, not be brought into it.
People don’t notice or have any concern it seems to how they treat others anymore, unless they are manipulating, needy or greedy, due to their position on power or they feel divinely inspired to meddle where it doesn’t concern them. They say things they feel entitled to say then oppose the distance they are given. There is no way to explain anything to these types because there is no reasoning with them. It is a one sided conversation. Certain people are considered things or animals and yet these types want them to align with their standards set for themselves yet opposed. The double mindedness is too much for me to process and not mine to own or entertain. We are focusing in our own direction and if it doesn’t align with your values it shouldn’t matter. If it does perhaps you are not working in your own life hard enough.
Through the years I have tolerated allot of unnecessary abuse and later once I uncovering the truth I realized the time and energy I wasted. Many people are projecting right now. I have no time for it. What I am working on right now is more attention to meditation, mindfulness, content creation, gardening and spiritual gifts. If you believe your creator is calling you to be intrusive on my life or evaluate my life I encourage you to check in with a licensed therapist for a consult. Checking in with a licensed therapist allows an evaluation on mindset that has been a huge blessing for me and my family in the past. I encourage others to check in on their mental health.
I have commented on posts last month and it was interesting the projection going on online with personal values. I don’t want to judge others if I don’t have to. I will say looking back on when I lacked to judge others projections and I took them to heart…. When I did future uncovering of their truth I was left with a grief of the loss of time I allowed due to what I chose to settle for. I have taken a private investigation course and used it to sort my life. I am very observant and some have had to meddle in my life for a reaction from me which my observation was they are very delusional. Such a vain use of time that could’ve been better used in their own life.
In recent comments on social media some called me a groomer for being non-binary. I am not around children intentionally. There is no reason to have that interaction and now it is my adult time to play. I was a homeschooling parent who when teaching my children had adults harass me. I have no opinion on matters of children other then parents need to do better in their own homes. I personally am not a nurturer. I love my children but really do not like other people’s children. I judge adults for how they treat their own and if you are reckless with your own, it is a nope for interacting with me personally.
I have been told I am unfortunately ugly and honestly I don’t see myself that way. I have been told I am spoiled due to my light pigment from people who have not weathered my storms and are blind to their own support system I lacked and no longer desire.
I have been called a whore from those who are ignorant of the history and delight in creating chaos when their own said values say differently. I have read all the belief systems to choose none respectfully to find disrespect. I don’t see much value participating in a cesspool of insanity when I could work quietly minding my business and enjoying my life separately. If you choose misery, I don’t want your company nor will I bother you unnecessarily. I would rather put my attention to love and positive than entertain anymore toxic behavior.
