Doing Femdom has got me thinking and smirking inside about when I was a younger good girl doing everything that should’ve been approved of and only found condemnation and criticism. I was told how bad of a mother I was and how bad of a wife I was by others. I would cry and search books to figure out what was so wrong with me. I was repeatedly exorcised for demons and that was all it seemed others could see in me.
Fast Forward…. I am in femdom and no longer care what others think about me. I am now into satanism and working on improving myself in my older age. People pay me to mommy them and be harsh with them.
My criticizers are no longer in my life due to me distancing from their non consensual abuse that I really didn’t deserve and should’ve cut them off sooner seeing them for who they were. I learned from all my research how cults and mental illness effects people and how important boundaries are. When I did distance from them and they had no access to me they recruited others through gossip to keep them informed and me punished. Some do have a kink in doing that. Now I have people who pay me for access and to punish them.
Don’t settle and focus on creating happiness in your life and those who mutually invest in happiness. Life finds a way of creating art in the invisible.
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