Category: Self Care
Love Who You Are
When I was younger a cosmetic dentist said I should be a face model due to my bone structure. My dad refused. I had low self esteem. At home I was told I was ugly and usually the ugly child gets pretty when they are older by a parent. Home and school I was constantly bullied. Told I had a face for radio at school, which my dad thought it was hilarious. I should connectLearn More
Mind dump about the Evolution of Self after a discussion I had
I believe we are always creating ourselves. I personally will never align with the religious crowd. They talk allot and don’t hear themselves. To hold an expectation for approval is fruitless. My experiences in life have proven me differently. I experienced people and could never find a fit. Even with their beliefs vs actions it didn’t align with my spirit or raising. Even with my raising I had to find my own way for theLearn More
What Adult Content Has Done For Me
Made this today for checking into my SFW video websites. I really do like working with digital media and every new project teaches me something. What I learned in creating adult content is how hard I can be on myself. Not everyone shares the same perspectives and interests. Adult content helped me look into the mirror and love the version of myself I am creating. It has also helped me detach and distance from toxicLearn More
Appearances are Pleasing
When I was younger I should have cared allot more about my appearance and who I allowed in my life, not who felt entitled. Now that I am older I no longer care. I like to have fun on my terms. Today I decided to play with my appearance. Took photos in different wigs. It is all angle, adornments and lighting. I did use a little software for touch ups. Working on my gray growLearn More
Pronouns on the Homestead
In our home pronoun wise we use what ever we feel to each other. Publicly we use chosen pronouns encouraging respect. There is a difference when you love and trust someone to respect you and among others who are jerks and don’t deserve trust. Publicly I respect my offspring’s pronouns and use their chosen pronouns. Privately we could care less. We just like being around each-other and know each-other enough to relax. There is aLearn More
Pay Up or Shut Up
Unless you are a subscriber or have subscribed I no longer respond to emails. I have had some not want to comment on my content or subscribe just wanting to talk to me in the email. If you do not want to subscribe, you can talk to me on Loyalfans for .50 a message. My inbox, Dm without payment, or email is not the place I entertain. If you comment and like my content youLearn More
Consistency that divides the fake from the real or something like that
I have been laughed at for my consistency when it comes to belief by someone who wouldn’t even weigh their own. I got tired of the consequences that would happen from following the pack and weighed what my beliefs were. Some did get upset and sometimes abusive breaking from them and to be honest, that is what cults do. I have been consistent in my love of conservation. That is one area I have beenLearn More
I can work with most animals… The Human Animal is Complicated
The problem with communities being proud of bullying or having jealousy among them is they set themselves up for difficulties and destruction. When communities are having issues and scapegoating someone in their community there is a barrier to access and if trouble comes into your neighborhood how do you work together to deal with it? I have been in neighborhoods that have had to have a scapegoat. You couldn’t do any good in that place.Learn More
Homestead Habitat is Certified
On the homestead we do our best to be as sustainable as possible. We recycle what we can, even our cigarette butts. We watch our water use. We examine our energy use. Even falling trees we keep in mind the wildlife we share our acreage with. If we fall a tree we look first to see what wildlife will be affected. We have dead trees that owls live in on the acres that still standLearn More
From my social media posts
I decided to share stuff from my social media I said out loud. I decided to take a break from social media to put my attention on Tutorials and get some books finished I am reading. I have been really interested in digital production so I want to learn how to further use software. Book wise I am drawn to Psychology. I am trying to complete a few books on a psychology perspective of selfLearn More