Lessons too late

Dealing with getting healthier has taught me is way too many different sides of perspective has allot of shit amongst it’s wisdom. So much angles and so many variations of narratives I realized I really don’t care anymore about allot of things I used to find valid. Much is a waste of time and many times a fuck off is needed faster than it was given. What is necessary is a quiet time. Even in pest control I have learned there is no easy answers. Even time and patience had its consequences. Sometimes blockage is necessary means to an end. Everything ends while many may never begin again. Many times you don’t see things until it is too late… some might need to learn that the hard way. We make jokes at hard to lighten its load…. Some the load will only be a joke because that is the only meaning.