Category: Toxic People
Self Love Learned In Modeling
There are so many people who think they are ugly due to looking at everyone else instead of looking in the mirror. I was one of those people. I was hanging around ugly people and couldn’t figure out how not to look ugly. Years later I look at the photos of me and how beautiful I was when I felt ugly and it taught me allot. Modeling now I see it in photos. I encourageLearn More
Amusement or vanity… To overthink or overstate
It has been my experience that one can only hope for respect, not expect it. Many don’t even respect themselves, they only appear so. There are allot of illusions. Many expect and demand a chimera. Life is not always what it seems. As the old saying goes, “If you can’t dazzle them with wisdom, then baffle them with bullshit. Some take a simple sentence as an idiot to insult or the wise to amuse themselvesLearn More
Slipping Into The Shadows
I put up a new page if you are interested in what I am reading. I will update it as I finish and start new books. 2026 Reading Challenge I added all my social media accounts and spicy accounts to my Fanberry. On Spotify profile you can see what I am listening to or have listened to if you are looking for inspiration. Visit my affiliates clicking their link so I can get paid ifLearn More
Thinking to myself while observing animals
Some people puff up, get loud, act aggressive, make a show of themselves…. A chicken or goose does the same thing and even though my diet is vegetarian, they are still on the menu.
Mind Control
There are different types of depression. When I speak of mine, I speak of mine. If you are depressed I encourage you to seek out a therapist. Mine has been in the past more situational and in my present it has been hormonal. I did go to therapy for situational to challenge my thoughts with someone trained and not bias. In the end I journaled and made a decision to live life on my termsLearn More
Reclusive for Mental Health
I have dealt with jealousy all my life. From family to friendemys. Some needing popularity or positions they would manipulate to achieve at my expense with lies. I have heard my enemies are someone who considered me an enemy’s friend, like it was strength. I learned from that to always know why your enemy’s enemy is an enemy because making them a friend to get at the enemy could be too much work, since birdsLearn More
I need to explain cuckold
With Porn it is about the fantasy, stress relief and sometimes it is teachable. I use cuckold loosely in referring to my audiences in the previous post and I need to communicate what I meant by that. It doesn’t sit right with me. I am not intending to be hurtful. I felt I should explain after reading backstory on the word, cuckold. I do not personally believe porn turns someone cuckold. I do Femdom whereLearn More
Boundaries Are Necessary
After all the years of Facebook deleting my posts and threatening me with deletion, they have decided to start recommending my personal profile the day I decided to take a break. That usually is how it works for me. I limited my personal profile to private so I could step away. My pages are 21+ audience. I don’t want to interact with religious conversation or politics. It is wasted time that would be better utilizedLearn More
Quiet Time Reading
I have decided not to write a book. I was going to put my journals since 2010 in book form and publish it but with all the politics and toxicity I decided if I wanted to publish anything it would be in this blog. I was reflecting on doors I shut to toxic connections I don’t want to manipulate open or feed plus looking at the political climate how the obvious is brought to lightLearn More
Just Stop
Stop wanting to be liked. Instead choose to be valued. I have been disliked since childhood. My own family disliked me so much they terminated rights to me leaving me homeless and couldn’t care less if I was alive or dead. The only thing that they cared about was themselves and I had to understand that to finally move forward into healing. My choice to interact was based on my judgment. Some people seem entitledLearn More