Meditation Room

I get inspired by others. One inspiration was a person who every day did a video on her relaxation place. I was inspired to create a sacred space in our greenhouse.

On our 26 year wedding anniversary we purchased daily motivational reading books. Today I opened one and read to do a daily reading and be more community minded and less indifferent. I decided to start with a tarot reading.

The tarot reading in the morning is for the day and the evening reading reflects the day or the following day. In the meditation it said to journal the results to see a pattern.

I believe we control our own fate. Divination is only a time of self reflection or showing of obstacles.

I do use the pendulum regularly and not always is it accurate. It is a reading of the subconscious and intuition. Yes, if you think one way or another the pendulum will follow (I’ve had someone bait and switch me to point that out seemingly proudly). It is better to be still and not think, while allowing the subconscious to direct.

As far as community or indifference… I will need to meditate on that. Having dealt with allot of abuse and parasitic or cult behavior, I need to give that time. Entertaining Fantasies, kink and fetish is different than being personal with someone on an intellectual level. My greatest fear is hurting someone due to the pain I have endured, so I stay distant and numb. I really am not sure if community is possible with so many cults and politics, so I try to stay where I can do or receive no unnecessary harm. I prefer the shadows.