My Favorite Author

There are many groups who use the Baphamet. The one I choose is the Church of Satan honoring Anton LeVay. Anton was against hurting children, women and animals. He even wrote in his book encouraging femininity, teaching women self defense and more. He also encouraged being selective in interacting with other people and setting boundaries.

I love the Church of Satan and would not join so I am not a hypocrite in wondering about spirits with hopes of haunting others after death. Anton was against hypocrisy and I won’t dishonor his memory. The Church of Satan is a for profit and based on individualism and self empowerment.

I am not an activist. I am more focused on my own life. I personally don’t have the interest or mentality for activism due to my broader perspective, social anxiety, burn out on dealing with mentally unstable individuals, as well as no interest in fads or herds. I pay more attention to creating art, working with my animals, gardening, books… stuff that interests me.

I have been seeing the baphamet more often and I don’t want my display of it to be tied to other groups I don’t agree with or desire to be mistakenly aligned with which I am not. My use of the baphamet is the teachings of Anton who wrote many great books empowering others to create a beautiful life. Many people are illiterate now or don’t choose to read and instead follow herds and fads. I read and prefer to keep myself free of energy vampires and parasites. Anton wrote about those types too.

I am still having some act odd around the homestead. I just pay more attention to what I am doing. My family has worked with unstable people most of our life. We are distant and just focus on ourselves. Might seem mean with all the “Fuck Offs”. Many seem entitled to access and violation of boundaries. Some have strict beliefs that blinds their eyes. I have no desire to fit in and prefer to be selective of interactions. Some there is no way to help them without unnecessary wasting of time that could be better spent in other areas to make room for them taking responsibility for their own actions and if they cannot having probable cause for professionals who can. Freedom comes with responsibility.