Plant the Seed and See What Happens

I have been writing on my offline time. Been trying to practice delayed gratification when it comes to being online which can lead to habits. I did post about the “Separation of Church and State” blogpost out of concern my silence would not be in my best interest. That is the least cared about blog post so I might have been able to wait but it is a gamble. I mean not say it and come back online and wished I would’ve said something or say it and no one cares. I guess it is neither here nor there.

I have been working on my new book which is my journals since 2010 I am going to publish. I also have been weighing doing stand up comedy. I have been writing things for stand up and laughing to myself which might be weird to those watching me outside with the birds due to raptors hunting in the morning who have a taste for duck. I also wonder if I should just publish it in a book or not do it at all due to spiteful ignorance. You can be dead while alive due to life stopping. Some people only exist while some have stopped at primal. I will continue writing which I love to do. High school journalism/English teacher wrote me a Letter of Recommendation for college which I tore up. Sons Journalism/ English teacher in College, knowing he was homeschooled, used to joke with me through him about English I taught was old school which I was grateful for that exchange.

With skills there are so many possibilities. I’m asocial with social anxiety and introverted. That makes it more challenging. Plant the seed and see what happens.