Eclectically Influenced

My dad said to me “no man would want me because I am too damn domineering. I told him may be I don’t want a man.

Fast forward…

I have a very strong man who loves and adores me. I have subscribers and fans who pay for me to dominate. I love how bad times can become healing and fun. Perspective is everything mixed with a good heart. #keepgoing #nevergiveup

My life to build wasn’t the easiest to figure out. When I was younger I contemplated suicide. I was constantly abused, friends and family were destructive and parasitic and I was the scapegoat. They even seemed to enjoy my pain sometimes seeming like my pain was a non-consenting entitlement. I got to the point where I was deciding to make a final decision on ending my life. I was a widowed single parent and I looked at my child and thought if I was going to continue to live, it would be on my terms. I closed the door on allot of people, ghosted liars, and started focusing on myself. Those people decided to take it out on my child having no access to me, so I removed him from their life. Next they decided if they can’t get to me…. Since I know loneliness and seen the beauty of continuing I am not intending to boast, I want to share the humor and beauty in continuing.

We hear allot of requests for our content then silence after we produce it. In our content we decided to be eclectic and have fun together. We have had people (possibly neighbors) break into our home and show us they viewed our sex tape while we were gone and at that time we were religious and they enjoyed creating a shit-show. Opinions don’t really matter to us as satanists and we no longer care. We just want to have fun and if we can make a few dollars and perhaps friends then even better.

IF we can do anything we would like to say keep going even if you are your only voice. I have been there and having come through it, it is beautiful beyond words. I hope to inspire you to to keep going.