I Am A Novelty
I am writing a book from my old journals since 2010. It has been a mixed blessing so far. I mean on one side I see how intellectually I have increased since then. Other side is remembering the pain we went through while being grateful we are no longer in it and have grown from it. I was heavily into religion and modesty at that time. I no longer share the same perspective as I did. I see a broader perspective beyond appearances. I now am a whole lot less modest and I am enjoying the creativity, passion and boundaries it has opened up to me.
Making content with my partner I really do enjoy. We entertain all genders and have even interacted with couples. Honestly I love it when couples share their kinks and intimacy openly together. What I don’t entertain is those who want to tell me how they are hiding it from their partner. I don’t like cheaters and sneaky people. I feel your partner is your need or you should perhaps let them be free. My entertainment is a novelty. I teach, create art and entertain others and myself. Many times those who are hiding want it free and they can be quite abusive even looking for a scapegoat when caught.. I am no longer a scapegoat…. Scapegoats in slaughter were used to lead sheep into slaughter and they were the last one culled then replaced. I have worked in slaughter and am entertaining the idea of getting back into it. I will not, unless it is femdom and consensual between a female and us, tear down another female. I am only choosing to inspire and give good energy. I will not destroy my vibe to entertain that. We do have boundaries we won’t cross. I don’t do this to compete and I am not needy. This is my play time.
What we do is 100% consensual or not at all. There are some things we wont do because it doesn’t interest us. Abuse is not consensual. We use safe words. If you cannot ask if you are safe, I would consult a licensed therapist who is non-bias to ask more questions about what safe looks like. I know without a doubt I am safe (yes I have covered people trespassing on the homestead to questionably jump me…. I do carry, no trespassing signs are posted… I really don’t want to spend time cleaning up a mess you choose to create. Might be funny having my son come out side with me due to it… We both really don’t want the added work. Let’s not). Get a therapist if you can’t answer that question.