From my social media posts

I decided to share stuff from my social media I said out loud. I decided to take a break from social media to put my attention on Tutorials and get some books finished I am reading. I have been really interested in digital production so I want to learn how to further use software. Book wise I am drawn to Psychology. I am trying to complete a few books on a psychology perspective of self empowerment.

Here are some of my social media posts I have gathered. Follow me on my social media if you would like. I would appreciate the follow to help my content go further in the algorithm. I don’t interact with religion, news or politics on social media as of May 1st. Decided to keep my focus on what was within my control, responsibility, needs and interests putting more attention towards my circle.

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I don’t mind being disliked. I honestly prefer an honest dislike over a dishonest like. What I don’t understand is disrespect and fake interaction for drama or gossip. Respecting someone you dislike I view as strength. Some people I didn’t like but respected has taught me something.

Even tho I am distant with some doesn’t mean I don’t acknowledge good in them. Many times I am distant because interaction is too complicated or overwhelming. Sometimes it is due to me being matter without mattering. I am comfortable distant. I don’t need allot. I try to be respectful distance.

If I talk to you and your partner isn’t comfortable with you talking to me or starts acting towards me jealous, then there is no need to talk to you. I will detour you for peace. There is something more going on that has nothing to do with me… Sometimes jealousy is deeper. Please let me stay distant. This is too complicated for me.

Some people are addicted to crisis. I have told someone I was working & they created an crisis disrespectfully. Sometimes they invented imaginary crisis to have access. They always wanted to come to me only. I cannot always be a good person available to all. Sometimes I have to look out for me. Doesn’t mean I hate you. I just don’t know how to help you.

If you say I don’t belong or I am not liked, why question my distance? I’m already doing something else. I don’t hate, I’m just not available.

Jealousy is fruitless without identifying the root. It can be breaking or building. Sometimes it is an intuition & sometimes a distraction. Sometimes it is fear. When I could find the root I had something to fix, clean or build. Instead of jealousy I choose inspiration for self care.

When I was younger I had emotional pain with a strong body. I am older and I have physical pain with a strong mind. Wished I would’ve told more people to fuck off sooner. Hindsight is a bitch.

There are way too many fake accounts on here to just friend everyone. Some real accounts aren’t even real in real life. Unless we vibe in real life, please don’t ask to friend me in the virtual realm.

I need a digital break. More content will be uploaded on sites soon. I m going to put my attention on tutorials & books I want to finish. If you are struggling seeing a therapist is not a weakness, it is another perspective. Make yourself your best artistic project. #keepgoing. #mentalhealthmonth