May The 4th Be With You

I overthink sometimes from having to allot of times in the past be held to responsibility for others actions. Some due to the individuals being mentally incapable so I was responsible for cleaning up their outcome. Sometimes it can be stressful and sometimes entertaining.

Someone dumped their trash again by the homestead on the county land in the ditch. I think about how I am a porn account. I question motives of dumping trash. There is a kink on mental attractiveness so let’s now entertain that part, shall we?

Dumping trash here did happen before we ever did porn. We have had to haul mattresses to the dump before we were a porn account someone dumped so I don’t take this personally too much. Yesterday I was using a weeder to cut the county land grass down for fire prevention plus make the place look good. This year we are working on the property to clean things up. Getting a chipper for brush to compost for flock bedding, painting the deck in need of repair, welding metal roofing (my offspring went to college for welding) and more. Was the dumping in response to the porn? If so how is laziness and being irresponsible of waste better than porn in a verified, consensual, 3rd party monitored environment?

I am an old home-school parent who had to deal with adults abusing me for homeschooling after sending their offspring to school when homeschooling was not popular. Why in a free country do some burden others while abusing their freedom then expect support and rescue from circumstances from those they feel unworthy?

In my blog I hope to not only give a look into my life, perhaps encourage you to be more creative in life while loving the hell out of it, but also encourage you to think broader. Thoughts can beat us up or challenge us to do more, be more, live freer. I hope it encourages you to laugh, play, create and love your life. Some people will never be happy. Misery loves company and for some it is a kink. Can misery make someone happy? Perhaps… May the 4th be with you!