Sapiosexuality

The problem with kindness is people abuse it then play a victim. I have had some, I question due to my hobbies, play low key mind games while I am trying to be helpful. In that the question also is to those I would be helpful on my own time wouldn’t appreciate it and toss me under the bus because they are so righteous and/or covetous . Why then should I be helpful to those who think they are better than or deserve more than me? Where are their religious communities? Why scream to the world to fix you and help you if you and your God is better and more capable and I am made a lesser being?

I have heard of sapiosexuality and I don’t know much about it. I only have questions about sus behaviors. In mind games or abuse where does a kink such as sapiosexuality fall into the picture. If so then on the bases of consent is my time being used in a consensual manner? I think allot. I used to be the type who was good to people making excuses for their abusive actions. Now I am the type that if I see a pattern then there will be no access to me in the future. It has been my experience I can communicate all I want. Some will never hear.