I am doing now everything I in hindsight would’ve done differently. I am less available where I don’t vibe. I don’t give time where it isn’t needed. I don’t give any more chances and when I move forward those types are no longer remembered. I realize I might not be the fit someone needs. I don’t need to fill the void for others. Sometimes it is better to leave room for someone more qualified. I would have wasted less time on ungrateful and entitled. Some who feel they know what is best for my life shouldn’t need anything from me if their own falls apart. If I am a fool then my words are unnecessary and unneeded. I would’ve gotten further telling allot of people to fuck off and focus on myself than accept their opinions of me as fact due to their status. I wouldn’t have shed so many tears and just moved forward knowing time tells all truths. I would’ve done allot more “sin” sooner had I knew the hidden truths and rebranded lies. I would’ve made myself more of a priority and chosen quality over wise tails sooner.
Had I had done that would I have been better off or worse? Would I have attained so much wisdom? Would I have not attained the blessings I have now I adore? Knowing the wisdom of lies now would it save more time than what would be missed perhaps in a different version of vanity?
Anything can be replaced and rebuilt. What cannot is those I love. It is pointless to look back when there is so much to build and be grateful for. Perhaps the lessons of the past has built the most. One thing it builds is shrewdness and wisdom in choosing who will play a part or try to pull apart.
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