Diamonds are Rare

In real life I intentionally avoid people. I love peace and some thrive on drama and wasting others time. I don’t relate to many people. I didn’t have an easy life and the same who would say Karma to me would be the same hoping I would rescue them from theirs. I have heard some religious types vindicate destroying years of marriage for the belief, “Put out or get out” then have an issue with what I do for hobby and to pay the bills. I am at a loss for words for some who I kindly give my time to who abuse my time to bait fights or feed the righteous committee with a check in. I have spent allot of time teaching myself how to do allot more than most are willing to and for some reason they think I desire approval. I can’t even mind my business without someone trying to draw me into their stuff because it distracts from their own. I have found the most kindest people in the most mentally confusing places. I have had some only want my time to plot against me which I ended quickly and though their actions did disappoint me in human character it opened my eyes to a vision broader. Many judge me for not who I am but in ignorance. I never want to bitter a good person so I prefer quietness. People who are diamonds are rare where glass is everywhere and Im tired of myself and my own being cut by vanity.

Got a new ornament for our holiday tree. Love this!